DEPRESSION
i really disappointed…i hate this feeling…when something u like u cant do…its damn…i love theater…but why i cant be a good actor…its so hard to reach the bench mark…the assessment for this performance gonna be 16december…but i still didn’t remember the script…can’t feel the emotion in there…help me…
what love really is?
today is a bad day for me…actually today suppose to be happy day in this year…but i did not know what mistake i have done…its become a fucking bad day…i know i am not like everyone…clever…i am stupid…i also want to be like them…but just now i am not like them…why must we expect high more than the ability i have now?its become burden…
i want to be clever…i am trying…but not the same way like everyone take…because i am different…when i am taking different way,do not assume that i do not want to be more than today…i am tired…this is not the first time…please…
all of fucking thing i do won’t end like damn shit thing…i don’t wanna say this is bullshit…this is my damn shit fuck way…even from other side people its really like not trying but for me its damn try i have do…
ok…
blogs…
i delete my blog????why????hehehehe…actually i never meant to delete it…gatal tgn pnya psl…terdelete…hehehe…i’m tension with my study…i dont know what i have to read…its damn thing…a lot of question in my mind…bntuk soalan…pa yg msuk lam exam…so damn shit…
my life here like getting worst…
may be la….
